What Is Blogging?

Remember when I used to blog? When I used to design? When I used to be a carefree teen without a severe coffee addiction and bad skin?

Yeah, neither do I.

My attitude has improved since my last post, but my situation has not. I never thought I could have more work than I have in years past. But now, even though I no longer nap or spend every other day sitting at Starbucks all afternoon, I never have all my homework and design work finished by my normal bed time. I haven’t even found time to start a single college application essay. It’s rough, knowing I’m doing everything I can and it’s still not enough. At this point, I either need to stay up past midnight every day or get bitten by a radioactive spider to stay on track. I like sleeping, so if anyone knows where I can find the latter…hit me up.

Honestly, I don’t know what else to say at this point. I started this blog, thinking I had more to say on the topic, but all I have is sappy crap and emotional mumbo jumbo. I hate sappy crap and emotional mumbo jumbo. So really, I guess this is just to say that I’m not as pissy as I was a couple weeks ago. I mean, I’m still pissy. I’m never not. Just…to a lesser extent. To a “I won’t whip out the mace but beware a kidney punch” extent.

Yeah.

Posted on September 29th, 2011 under Pointless Thoughts, School13 Comments

Thoughts

Even though I’ve yet to return all my neglected comments, I’m sick of reading “Congrats on successfully completing BEDA,” so I’m posting again.

I’ve been feeling a little scattered lately. Overall, I’m happy, but deep down I have these thoughts that are gnawing at my organs and putting me through short periods of unwelcome melancholy. I’ve been posting a bunch of mini-blogs over at my tumblr to get some of it out of my system. Still, I feel like a list of all the odds and ends running through my brain will make me feel better if posted here. So…let’s roll.

  1. I generally agree that absence does, in fact, make the heart grow fonder. But for whatever reason, I find my separation from certain people has made me dislike them even more. Perhaps it’s because I’ve realized I’m not missing much? I don’t know.
  2. I’m more in touch with this year’s U.S. Open than usual. I’ve watched nothing but tennis for a week, so the weather delays are currently driving me into withdrawal. New York why are you raining please stop c’mon now.
  3. I’ve been so bored at school that my staring problem has become a full-time hobby. I just really enjoy analyzing how people look. I like to compare their features to the features of certain celebrities and/or animals, decide what they could do to make themselves more (or less) attractive, and figure out what name suits them best based on people I’ve known with that name. This is what my life has come to.
  4. Dunkin Donuts pumpkin spice coffee is the only thing that gives me true pleasure these days.
  5. My work load and a seemingly harmless classroom discussion of The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka have made the thought of going to college for some smarty-pants degree nausea-inducing. I’m at the point where I seriously want to say, “Screw my four years of hard work in high school, I’m going to college for web development.”
  6. I want to go to the zoo.

I just…I don’t know how I feel right now. Funky. That’s the only word that really seems to fit. I’m not exactly sad, but something is bugging the bejesus out of me and I can’t figure it out. Is it a thought on this list? The combination of these thoughts? Or something that I can’t comprehend? I don’t know.

I just want to go to the zoo.

Posted on September 7th, 2011 under Pointless Thoughts12 Comments

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